Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Caning Girls?
So, there are some great teacher I would say had suggested that caning should be introduced to the female students in school. Reason? Girls are just getting wilder and wilder than u can even imagine of. My mum (a teacher) once told me that girls now a day are just too wild to be taught. She said there is this girl, she was so lazy in school that the teacher just couldn't tolerate her. So the teacher went and scolded her hoping that she will change. However, all the teacher's hardwork was repaid with "why do girls need to study? all we have to know is spread our legs wide!" How are we suppose to teach this kind of students? It is true that sometimes caning is just the last resort. They say "no pain no gain". That's indeed very true. We learn when we fall. In this case, we learn when we got caned.
Right, some of you might me thinking this is barbaric way of solving problems. UNICEF!!! CATCH ME IF YOU CAN! I'm telling you that this is absolutely not barbaric. We don't cane them for nothing. Teachers are not baby sitters, they don't have to look after your children. They can just let them rot and soon become the unwanted rubbish of the society. Your children will be as good as junk! All they know is creating problems and let you, yeah I mean YOU, clear up the mess they made.Frankly spreaking, how long do you think you can live? 70? 80? Or let me be nice to you, 90. You have to leave them one day. Once you left them, who is there to clean up their mess? Police!! Yeah no joke, police will help you. Junks such as plastic bags and aluminum cans can be recycled, food are thrown away, you kids? Into the jail he goes. Alternative? He will clean up the junks I mentioned beside the road.
However, there are people out there who thinks that girls are more delicate and shouldn't be caned. They are considered as a weaker class of people. So let me ask you something. Girls are setting up clubs and society to fight for wemon's right. They want to share the equal treatment as the boys. The want to be equal to the guys. If so, then they have to "enjoy" the cane as the boys do. Equal treatment. If only the boys are being caned then that's not equal in anyway. So let you choose. To be equal with the boys or not being caned?
Can't write long d. Long time didn't write i lost the sense of writing d. Haizz... Chaoz
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Message To In Laws
Well it was a story of this old couple which had a son and a daugther in law. At first this old man Lee was very hardworking when he is still young. He worked hard for his family. However when his son grew up, he found a girl and got married. From then onwards he neglected his parents. One day, this old man Lee's grandson came and asked him a question. "grandpa, when are u going," asked the 10 year old boy. Old man Lee was puzzled and asked him,"go where?" This little kid was so naive that he replied what the mother had told him. He said," Mummy say I don't have to share room with my sister anymore after grandpa had gone." At once old man Lee caught the meaning. (it's so obvious la!) So that night, old man Lee sat quietly around the dining table, refuse to evan move the chop sticks. The son was puzzled. So he asked his father why he wasn't eating? Old man Lee replied that there's someone wishing that he is dead so that her son can had his own room, so he was just making the whole procedure faster by fasting. Immediately the son's wife caught his meaning and shouted back at him. Old man Lee got hurt so deeply that he ran out from the house and disappeared. The son went and search for him but he couldn't find him. They thought he might went for a cup of coffee with his friends just to relax and get over with this things. However he wasn't back in 24hours. So they reported to the police. After 13days, the police came back with a news, they found a body near a palm estate. They asked the son to indentify whether that's his father. But old man Lee's wife was so relax that she said that is not your father. Don't worry. He's not dead. However after a week, she went to her son. She told her son that his father came back. His son was so happy that he ran to his father's room to find out that he was lying there. He put his fingers on his father's nose and found out that he was dead. His mother then told him, actually old man Lee came back right after they went searching for him. He was so hurt that he refused to see them again. So he was all the while hiding in his room!!
For the Daugther-in-law
I really must let you know the feeling of a mother. Well actually I don't quite know since I am a boy. However after much of this in law quarelling thing, more or less I can understand them. You see, a mother's worst fear will be losing her child. I got lots of testimonial from my mum and her collegue. When I was still a little kid, I'm like a monkey. Now still behave like one. Right, whenever she brought me to supermarket, I will run around and disappeared. Until now, I disappeared three times already. I still remember this particular case about me going to KFC. It was this not so fine afternoon that I felt like eating KFC, so my mum brought me to this shopping complex near my house and let me go and buy my food. So I took the money and went without listening to what she said. Then when I come out, she was gone! So I was kinda panic, but so happen that my dad drove by from work so I stopped him and I went home. I told him mum was gone when I come out. He just laughed. When we got home, I saw my mum's car. My dad said to me that my mum is back at home. Then I was so happy and I ran into the house. However, the house was empty. My mum wasn't there. There I thought where did my mum go? But at the age of 8, I didn't think that much and I started eating my food la. Then it rained. My dad was quite worried looking. So he took me out to search for my mum. Then we came back again without any result. Suddenly we saw someone wet came running towards us. It was my mum! She went on foot looking for me when she didn't see me coming out from the shopping complex. She was still searching for me when it rained. So you see this is a mother's love! You can never beat that.
That is why sometimes your mother-in-law fussed around you. She had no bad intention actually. She had nothing against you. She just expect you to provide the same thing she gave to her son. Sometimes we also can blame it on the generation gap. They might have their olden days thinking which is already outdated now. But why don't you just listen to her and maybe give her you opinion in a nice way? You don't have to shout at her or show her faces? She just want her son to enjoy! She loved her son. And you girls just couldn't take a simple advice? Yeah I admit there are times where your mother-in-law was quite, erm, annoying. They just can't stop blabbering around you. Hey!! They are old people right? They tend to have this syndrome which my sister just told me and I forgot what was it already. Old people have this kind of fear. They are affraid of everything. Some will always think that there are people out there trying to harm them. Some have this feeling that people want to steal their things. It's just a normal process of a human being. YOU ARE GOING TO BE LIKE THAT ONE DAY!!! So just let them blabber la. You do your part, be nice to them. Don't lose your patience. They are just like a little kid. You don't lose your patience when they don't know how to do something. In stead you thought they were cute for behaving like that! So why don't you try treating you in laws like babies and you definitely will have a better life.
For the MOTHER-in-law
Alright, I know you want to give the best in the world to your child. Please be reminded that there are always people out there having the same thinking as you. Namely their spouse. Especially you daugther-in-law! She also want the give your son the best she can. She had her way you had your way. Just try asking your son, and make sure he's honest to you, did he liked it when you and his wife were quarelling on a simple thing such as which type of soya sauce is better? Come on I can answer on behalf of him. Unless he's idiot. HE WILL DEFINITELY SAY NO!!! That is why your son will choose to move out after some time he got married. He can't stand it when both of you are quarreling. So better to suffer a bit and get his own house and he is done with the noise. So in this way, you lost your son! Come back to the topic. You should be more open. Don't have the thinking that this girl is here to take my son away. I must make sure she don't have a good life here. I WANT HER OUT! Come on you IDIOT MORON! Do you think your son will be happy when you chase his wife out of the house? HE IS GOING TO CURSE YOU IN EVERYWAY HE KNOWS! That applies to the wife too! IF YOU SUCCESSFULLY CHASE YOUR MOTHER IN LAW OUT OF THE HOUSE, YOUR LOVELY HUSBAND WILL BE A MONSTER SOON!!
People say that great mind thinks alike and people of the same kind mix together. So, both of you have great minds, you want this particular man to have the best he could and both of you are doing the same thing! So why don't you work together and provide him something he couldn't even dream of when only one of you is acting alone? Provide him a better and peaceful family. What more can a guy ask for? He's got a wife, beautiful kids and his beloved mother. He has what he has. Unvalueable treasure - provided it's peaceful. Try to understand that his wife is also learning and trying to suit in to a new family. She will be having a hard time trying to be a "daugther of yours". Try to treat her like your best friend. I don't ask you to treat her like your own daugther, just your friend. You wouldn't try every single way to eliminate your friends right?
So, these are a few things both of you should learn up! (D-daugther-in-law, M-mother-in-law)
1. D should try to understand what your M is doing.
2. D should bare in mind that if you start quarelling, your husband might go to pub and end up with other girl.
3. D should learn your husband house rules, their custom and traditions.
4. M, try to think in a way that D is not here to snatch your son away, she's here to love your son.
5. M, do not ever show you ugly temper! Don't have funny behavior! eg. You don't need 2 bottles of soya sauce in the kitchen.
6. M, Be nice to D. Live together and you'll live happily ever after. (after all you don't have much time left-that's universal truth).
So people out there, especially boys. Don't be affraid to approach any of them to discuss with them your problem. I mean those problem caused by them. Have them talk nicely to each other. Don't pamper any of them. Be fair. I'm sure you know who's right and who's wrong. Tell them. Don't be affraid of them. BE A MAN!!! DO THE RIGHT THING!!! Of course when I mean do the right thing, I don't me scolding them. If I can see a few families where M & D can live happily together, I don't see a single excuse for you to say that it is impossible for yours to be like that.
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*stay tuned. Men's to come soon.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
War Of Centuries
Perhatian: Pos ini adalah untuk bacaan penganut BUKAN-ISLAM sahaja.
注意: 以下的帖子之供非回教徒阅读 (shit man my mandrin got worse)
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Alright this is bloody sick having listening to people from all religion PROMOTING their religion. Basically I don't include Islam due to certain binding of laws in my country that I'm not suppose to comment on Islam. So what I am going to say or post is DEFINITELY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ISLAM OR MUSLIM COMMUNITY. So don't come saying you want to sue me or anything. THIS HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ISLAM!!! Alright I know some of you might not agree with me but come on, accept the fact!
Right, First of all, I am a BUDDHIST. However being a buddhist doesn't stop me from reading other books from other religion. I read the bible (briefly) I read many crishtian stories (some are quite enjoyable) I read about Hinduism and many many. So what actually I want to comment about is not the religion. It is the followers or maybe i should say those fenatics. They really practise their religion to the extend of discriminating others' religion and sometime they even have the thinking of getting more people to believe in their GOD will secure them a place in heaven. This is not part of their teaching as far as I know. All religion tought us to do good. In Buddhism we have Panca Sila (5 precepts) in Christianity they have 10 admenmants (i think i spelled it right) and so on. So why do we critisies others? I mean who in the right mind will say that Killing is rigth we should kill more!! Nazi is an exception - he's insane anyway. Yes there are some times we don't agree with certain practise of other religion. Take for example christian don't take the food we used to worship our ancestor. They say it's GHOSTS' food. While other don't agree that we should only thank God for the food on our table. Don't you think so?
For those who doesn't understand let me explain it. Food used to worship our ancestors. Basically what is wrong with that food? Don't you eat left overs of your father before? I had it so many times that I think I lost count of the times. The only different is that one is after he died and one is before he died. Question being brought up!
Question 1, I thought christians said that those who believed in GOD will go to heaven? So they are not ghost right?
Question 2, does the GOD here means the only and almighty GOD?
Question 3, are you saying that those who doesn't believe in GOD will go to hell?
Let me give you my view. Yupz they are not ghost, and certainly I don't think he is the only GOD. As for the last one. If it's really like that, then hell will be full la may dear friends!!! So basically there are angels who are not believer of GOD. So how can you be so sure that your ancestor is not one of them? If they are ghost, shouldn't they be in hell and how are they suppose to come up and eat those thing? So basically those food are save to be eaten!
As for the prayer before meal. Yupz it's a good practise. I do agree that we had to be thankful to those who provide us the food. Buddhists do have contemplation on the food they eat but many doesn't practise it. Christian thank their God for they food Buddhist took the food as a medicine to keep their life going on. Greatfulness is what I admired from the Christians. They thank their God for the food and they eat it so happily. Erm... just a suggestion, why don't you add in a little bit more on your prayers next time. Thank your father for working for the food and thank the cook who prepared the food. Just before you say amen.
Another thing I am not quite agree with them is that why they are not allowed to read other religions' teaching? As I had said. All religion tought us to be good. So our basic is the same just that what we are doing is not the same. This is just like Chemical engineering and Civil engineering. Both share the same basic but ended up in different field. So what's wrong with reading it? I mean if we read to understand and we read for fun? I mean come on la! It's so ridiculus that christian are not allowed to read Harry Potter? They are not allowed to watch Da Vinci Code? Joke of they century man!!! Accept it as it is. When people criticise you don't get angry in the first place, turn around and look at yourself. Is it true that I'm like what they said? If so thank them for telling you and CHANGE! If they are spreading rumours, YOU THINK YOU CAN STOP THEM FROM SPREADING AR? So take the thing as an entertainment. Life is short, enjoy before you die. While enjoying please don't hurt someone else ok? I know some people can't take practical joke and they will get you into trouble.
Last but not least. My teacher aka The Buddha tought me that I shall learn up what is good and forget what is bad. So I shall apply it in this case. We shall learn what is good and forget what is bad. Learn from the christians for their greatfulness. Learn from other for their good qualities no harm what? If others' religion is misleading them. Tell them once. If they still don't get it that is their believe. What can we do? We had not seen the truth. Those had seen the truth is not here to tell you what was it like. No one had seen God. I had not seen Buddha. Its just our believe. We share the same basic. To practise good and to achieve eternal happiness. Ver. Suvvano is not very pleased with this phrase. He said it's EVER LASTING PEACE.
Stop quarelling and pulling like a kid playing tug o war. It's stupid. Go spend some time learning up some good qualities and make your life a better and more enjoyable one. TATA.
Friday, September 14, 2007
Passport to Hell
Oh come on, fuck the stupid passport idea. I'm going to have my trial exam in 2 days time. Yet I'm still hanging on with this bloody machine rigth in front of my eyes. *my books are right behind of me* I'm getting panic now! 37 chapters of STPM Physics to study + 34 chapters of STPM Chemistry + 17 Chapters of Pure and Statistic Math + Malaysian Studies. WEE!!! I onl completed half of the math. The rest still quite blank with them. Now I'm actually quite, PANIC!!! Seriuosly if I don't do well this time, I am going to get my dual citizenship in no time. Or maybe maybe, Malaysia will throw me out and I'll be a Hell-ion!!! Yeepee!! Shit I'm damn emo now.
"STPM trial is a very important exam you know? What it it floods or the marker loose your paper? They are going to use the trial exam result as your real result you know?" That's what I always get from my mom. Listen till I can repeat the whole the from the back to her already. However, the mood of studying is just not with me. Have to admit many people say I'm a fast learner, just that I don't wanna learn. To some extend it's true but I don't think it applies in this case. No matter how I look at those books it just won't go into my mind. *sigh*
What ever la. Now I'm heading back into the books and try my luck again. *chaoz*
Thursday, September 6, 2007
Child's Hand Got Removed... Thanks To Irresponsible Doctors
Just imagine what will it be like if this little girl happens to be you or your child. She was born healthy with all her limbs. But due to a doctor's laziness, YOU LOSE AN ARM!!! Yoo became OKU (orang kurang upaya - disabled people) How would you feel? If that doctor (should i be calling him doctor anymore?? I think I'll change to Bastard...) that bastard hadn't been so lazy, you would have been a normal person and you can do a lot of things. Do you know how sad the OKU felt when they see people playing games? They had to sit there and see people playing. Let's do a simple experiment. Try wrapping up one of your hands and get along with your life. See how much thing you can do with just one arm. YOU CAN'T EVEN SCRATCH OUR OTHER HAND!!!
Actually this is a bloody sick world! I still remember when I was a little kid, teacher used to ask what we would like to be when we grow up? Majority would say DOCTOR, ENGINEER, LAWYER and few would just say I want to be a teacher. Why? Simple, Those profession can earn you lots of money. Maybe that time we were young so we are so naive to think that those job are so easy and it earns alot. However as we grew up, we still filling in forms and there's a column there - AMBITION. Many will still fill in DOCTOR, ENGINEER and LAWYER but not as many as when we were little kids. They just don't think of their own qualification. I mean i can understand those top students that they wanted to be one of those professionals la. But those bloody fools, bloody idiot bloody nymcompoods also want to be doctors? THEY CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER THAT HUMAN BODY IS MADE UP OF CELLS!!! How could they be doctors? They are just like bloody noobshit trying to cook a pot of soup when they don't even know what a pot is.
Next, if you are qualified to be a doctor, please be a responsible one. MEDICAL LINE IS NOT FOR THOSE WHO WANTS TO EARN MONEY WITHOUT CARING HOW THEY EARN IT OK?? If you want it that way, I'd suggest you get a gun and walk into a bank and start shooting everywhere and go get your money. Doctor is a profession where you save lifes not taking lifes away. I am a buddhist and this is what the Buddha tought us. "HE WHO SERVES THE SICKS SERVES ME" So we should be doing this out of compassion not out of greed. We don't simply treat out patients. They need help from us. THEY PAY US TO TREAT THEM! We shouldn't be looking down on them and felt lazy treating them. If you do have this kind of feeling, I would represent the patients and the Doctors' accociation to say a big thank you to you if you would like to resign. I would even publish it on the front page of newspaper if you would decide not to practise again. Leave your pose, we don't need anyone having this kind of thinking in our medical field. SHAME TO YOU, SHAME TO YOUR PROFESSORS AND DOCTORS.
The medical school should play a part in preventing this kinda things from happening also. Don't just make sure your students have good grades. Don't simply pass those students even they had paid millions to study this course. Don't pass them even they threatened to commit suicide if they really don't deserve it. I rather have them died rather than having their patients dying. One dead is better than two or many. (got "S" means a lot d la). Besides that please make sure they have this doctors attic la. If they can do anything to earn money, who knows they will inject some nonsense into your body and make you worse and you pay more to treat your "new sickness" I've got source telling me that some doctors just simply call for operations. They will just simply say you need an operation when you complain that your stomach aches. When they cut open and found nothing, they just cut your appendix off and that's all. Then they will present you a bill with a nicely written 4digits sum. F**KING SHIT.
So basically this is what we urge.
1. Please take disciplinary action against lazy doctors.
2. Don't pass any Tom, Dick and Harry if they don't qualify to be a doctor.
3. Serious action should be taken against doctors who operates for no reason.
4. Don't let trainee medical students handle the babies. The babies can't talk so you won't know if you had done something wrong. At least the adults can tell you how they feel.
5. Treat you patients whole heartedly. Don't treat them for money.
*damn pissed off with some doctors these days.
Monday, August 27, 2007
THE DAY I DIE IS THE DAY I'M BACK TO LIFE
At the same time, this is my diary for my acariya (teacher) Rev. Dhammapala.
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Right, this is not the first time I had joint this kinda programme. In fact my acariya had seen my face for the third time already. So went in there well prepare with my friends, all veteran except wooi kean. So everyone was quite used to how things are done there. Hair shaving, precepts observing, meditation and filling up our tummy. However this time is something quite interesting.
Accomodation
Given an aircon room as usual, so I brought along my sleeping bag as a blanket. That's not the main point. Main thing is I get to share the same room as my fellow school mates and my senior and my gang. Sadhu to the person allocating us to that room. We did quite some thing in the room. Talk as usual, and introduced a new way to chant the parittas. Well since we are not allowed to sing (one of the precepts ma) so i used the parritas we are suppose to chant and mixed it with the song and it turn out to be quite good. (promote lee hom for a while) Try using his new song 落叶归根 chorus and chant NAMO TASSA BHAGAVATO ARAHATO SAMMASAMBUDDHASA. It turns out to be quite nice. However, got people complain me lo. Well we sort it out because I double checked with my acariya as well as the chief abbort of the temple, both say ok. Hee... Next time can chant in that way d!!!
FOOD
Haizz... Something people likes to quarrel about. Many people fight for food but we are suppose to comtemplate on whatever food we are given and choose what we don't like - avoid attachment. So I tasted the worst bittergout in my life. The damn thing really makes my eyes almost popped out! However, "this food I use it only to destroy the feeling of hunger and not producing new feeling of over eating; this lump of food is not yet loathsome but having touch this putrid body, it became exceedingly loathsome" So no complain on the food, in fact i put on some weight even we are only fed twice a day before noon. NO MEALS AFTERLUNCH!!! But still got gilanapacaya - medicine time. We took some chocolate and cheese as medicine to cure our "sick" tummy.
Activities
The most "interesting" part of the whole programme. This is a copy of our daily routine.
o500hours - rise and shine
0530hours - meditation
0630hours - morning puja (chanting)
0700hours - makan time (1st meal)
0730hours - temple cleaning (the temple is damn clean before we evan touch the broom)
0800hours - rest
0900hours - meditation and dhamma talk
1100hours - ready for lunch (2nd meal)
1200hours - rest time (at last)
1400hours - YOGA, meditation and lectures
1700hours - rest a bit
1730hours - gilanapacaya (i wonder did i got the spelling right)
1800hours - rest a bit
1830hours - metta bhavana (loving kindness meditation)
1930hours - ready for evening puja (chanting again... not lee hom style har)
2030hours - Dhamma talk
2130hours - closing to sleeping time
2200hours - SLEEP...
so basically this is what we did everyday except the last day which we had pindapatta and visiting old folks' home. Tight programme, tiring but enjoyable la. Especially the yoga. I did something that I don't even believed that I can do!!! TEACHER!! I LOVE THE CORPSE POSTURE!!! Next time we have more of the same posture ya. Then meditation was fun, when we talk about what we "saw" and many of us just fell asleep and one of them "saw" himself fighting a monster... As for me, nah, still can't concentrate well. Five minutes, 10 minutes, POP! my mind flew to somewhere else. So I will try to bring it back. No worries.
Dhamma Talks
This is the part where I don't really paid much attention to. Reason? It's too deep for me to understand it and I don't really think that at my level of meditation, I need to understand that. Wait till I progress to some higher level then I will see things clearer and I'll get to know what that is all about. However I can't be stopping the experts from learning ma, so let them learn and i guarenteed myself a few teachers in the future la. Hee... Well, the surprise sessions with Ven. Mahinda from Australia and my acariya's student was fun. We discussed a lot of things. Asked a lot of "unanswerable" questions. But we enjoyed the jokes la.
Avusos (fellow brothers)
Many misunderstanding between the Seniors and the juniors, don't wanna talk much about what they misunderstood but i don't think what they did was a right thing. But what can I do? I was treated like an illiterated people there. They always liked to pin point at people. "there are people who joined this programme for many times.... bla bla bla...." and the started complaining. Haizz... Nevermind bout the oldies, this is what we called the Generation gap. They just can't accept the modern things. BUT!!! As for my fellow friends, perfectly mixed together, it's like a small gathering for us. We shared our time together, did a lot of things together and shared a lot of things together. If you ask me what have I learnt there, HELPING EACH OTHER will definitely came first other than the spiritual gains. So I'm just quite enjoy it with them around.
Lastly... my last words
Basically, nothing much that I had to say. Throughout the whole programme, I not only learnt from my acariya, I too, learnt many things from my friends. Especially don't say one thing and do another. Like I always keep it as my principle. What noob says noob will do it! As for the spiritual side, I had learnt more about respecting my parents and gaining some knowlegde on dhamma except the Jhana part. Still not quite understand it. Sorry. So till the next programme.
Tata...
ps : my old self was pronuonced dead on the 26th August 2007 1400hours and it marks the time the new noob is being brought to this word.
Friday, August 17, 2007
Hair Cut
This is the result! Haizz... MY HAIR!!! Well I asked for it so I got it la. The story is, today I asked the discipline teacher to cut my hair for me. Ridiculus right? Well, many of my seniors did it before so i decided to try it also la. Hahaha...
Actually I am not insane or anything la. Just that tomorrow I am going to this Novitiate Programme which means I am temporary going to become a monk for like 8 days, so I had to shave my head. The temple people asked me to cut my hair shorter so that when the monks shave my head easier and faster. So I decided to save a bit of money and asked my discipline teacher to cut lo.
At first I thought I was the only one thinking of this. God knows my friend came to me and told me he wants to let the discipline teacher cut also. So we went to see this discipline teacher and asked her to cut for us. During the hair cut, many other students came and see and they thought,"what the hack? Last day of school kena cut?" Hahahaha. Let me make it clear, we asked for the haircut! NOT DISCIPLINE CASE OK??
Tomorrow is the day we are going to be bald!! Hahaha. So I'll just enjoy my last momment with my hair on la...
To My ee ee sekalian and laubu!!! I wan everyday got different food har!!! hee...
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Money?
There was this fisherman, living in a small island with his happy family. One day, an economist graduated from Harvard came for holiday. He met this fisherman and they talked.
Economist : Hi, are you a local?
Fisherman : Yes.
Economist : What do you do for living?
Fisherman : I am a fisherman.
Economist : How was your daily routine?
Fisherman : I go out to the sea early in the morning, catch a few fish and I come home in the afternoon.
Economist : Then?
Fisherman : In the afternoon I will play with my children and at night I will go out to the small hut there and have some drink with my pals.
Economist : Do you ever thought of improving your life?
Fisherman : Extend?
Economist : Let me show you how. First you have to go out longer and double the amount of fish you catch everyday. Then in 2 years time you will be able to buy a bigger boat and go futher out and catch bigger fish. I believe 5 years from then you will be able to buy a few boats and hire some fishermen to do the fishing for you. In 10 years time, you can bring your business to America and you can start up a factory to process your fish and sell it. In no more then another 5 years you can go global. Then you will be a millionaire. Good isn't it?
Fisherman : Then what do I do after that?
Economist : Then you can retire to a small island, go out to the sea in the morning, catch a few fish and come back in the afternoon. In the afternoon, you can play with your grandchildren and at night you might wanna go out and have some drink with your friends.
Fisherman : That's exactly what I'm doing now?
Economist : ...
So you see, why do we fight so hard for? To earn a lot of money? Become a millionaire and then retire to a small town and lead a life you're living now? Why go one big round and come back to the same point? We ain't no drawing circles. We can just be happy. Live happy, be happy, and you wouldn't mind not being a millionaire.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
CSI - Rise Of The Criminals
1. CSI - Rise Of The Criminal is not a tv series
This is actually a topic worth debating. Lately many people had been blaming CSI for the rise of crimes happening around our neighbourhood. Perhaps our "friendly neighbourhood" isn't swinging around anymore? Nah!!! They blamed it on CSI. Points given? The tv series tought those criminals how to wipe off evidences. They had no clue who did the thing and they could not press charge on they suspects because they could not provide solid evidence. JOKE OF MY LIFE!!! Let me point out why this reason is so ridiculus.
2. Evidence Wiping
Base on all three CSI's (Florida, NY, Miami), I can conclude that, unless you can make the body disappear or you'll get caught. You just could not wipe off everything! The most classic evidence i ever saw on the series was about this man got killed while imitating SPIDERMAN. His death leads the CSI to another body which was hidden in a cupboard. So no evidence was found. So the murderer might think, " yeah!!! I'm FREE!!!" Not just quite yet. They found a mosquitoe containing the blood sample of the murderer in the crime scene. So they managed to catch the murderer and sentenced him. Isn't this ridiculus also? However the main thing in this serie is, you can run but you can't hide. MOSQUITOE WILL GIVE YOU AWAY!!! So basically it's based on the knowledge of those investigators as well as the forensics doctors to make the dead talk. That's why I say unless they make the whole body disappear, or else YOU DEFINITELY CAN CHARGE THEM SOMEHOW!!! So don't blame the series, BLAME YOURSELVE FOR NOT CAPABLE TO SOLVE THE CASE.
3. Why CSI?
Honestly, if CSI is ruining the society, then they should have banned it. If those criminals really can learn something from the series, then PRISON BREAK should be banned in the first place. Teaching people how to break out from a prison? Hahahaha... Besides that CSI is not the only show of its kind. What about Criminals Mind? What about those showed in Discovery Channel? Real cases shown on tv. How the investigators solved the cases. If from the way investigators solve cases we can learn how to counter them. ALL THOSE DOCUMENTARIES SHOULD BE BANNED!!! How could you take the risk to "teach" rapist how to get away? Ban everything, Don't sell tv la! NO COMPUTERS NO INTERNET! Simple isn't it?
So to those people who thought that CSI is ruining our society, think twice. It is not the series that ruined the society but the kiasu-ism of some parents who ruined it. Making super intelligent babies who later grew up to be too intelligent to figure out that working for a company don't help them make big bucks. Channeling their intelligence to other places like "skim cepat kaya" should be good. For those who don't breed super intelligent babies, your kids are going to be those who got conned. What a sad sad society.
... to be continued
stay tuned for SUPER INTELIGENT BABIES
Saturday, August 4, 2007
A Lil Physics... PRESSURE

Saturday, July 28, 2007
Teasing Disaster
Well, in Malaysia we used to call teasing as PELI (pronounced as peh-lee) . I do understand that we liked to peli other people especially our friends. Somehow it will strengthen the bonds. However, when we go overboard, it will cause misunderstanding and kaboom!! You lose a friend or two. So keep it undercontrol.
Right actually this peli thing usually do no harm. It all depends on how you people react to it. Well I was a member of the Students' Affairs Unit so I get to use the Discipline Room. For your infomation, Discipline Room is a place where the discipline teachers settle the students's case. So I had the "opportunity" to listen to the cases happening in school. Sad to say, most of the cases were nothing but, peli-memeli (it means teasing each other). Let me tell you a few of the cases I have "overheard"
Case 1 - Peli other people's father's name, it usually happened to Indian cause their father's name was part of their name. Their names goes like bla bla bla s/o (son of) ble ble ble. So easily we can know his father's name.
Student A came running into the DR (discipline room not doctor).
student A : teacher teacher, my friend peli my father's name!
teacher : who is he? Go and bring him here.
*after sometime
student A : teacher he (*pointing to student B) peli my father's name.
teacher : why do you peli his father's name?
student B : no teacher! i was just talking to my friend. I did not do anything.... bla bla bla.
student A : NO! you peli my father's name!!!
teacher : bla bla bla.... tut tut tut tut... chew chew chew... pzzz.....
*after her story and everything, the students were satisfied and left.
Case 2 - Sotong case. This type is the worst. Sotong which means squid in malay is soft. So it was used to peli those boys who are "soft". But they just can't take it and being so sensitive, they complained most of the time.
Student A come in and complained
Student A : teacher, my friend peli me sotong.
teacher : *a bit sad* call him here.
*after some time
teahcer : so you call him sotong la?
Student B : No teacher! I was talking to my friends about seafood. (interesting reason right?)
Student A : teacher he was lying, just now in canteen he was pointing at me and kept saying sotong, and he always purposely walk to me and do like this.
"this" - hold up your hand like a kangaroo and try to be soft.
Student B : where got?
Student A : he samor called me bithc.
Student B : I don't have teacher!
Student A : Don't lie! I got witness (wow got witness lo!!!)
teacher : *letargic look* go and call ur witness.
*after some time
teacher : he say you are his witness?
Student C : yes teacher, I heard him call him sotong and bithc.
Student B : I was just talking to my friend about seafood!!!
teacher : who is your friend? go n call him here!
*wait for a whlie la...
teacher : just now is he talking to you about seafood?
Student D : *with his sohai face* yes.
Student A : no teacher! he also got peli me!!
teacher : STOP! NOW I WANT BOTH OF YOU START PELI EACH OTHER!! START NOW!
* silence....
teacher : don't want is it?? Then my turn to say!!
the same thing goes round again and the case was solved.
Well come to think of it. So childish la!!! I remembered when I first entered form 1, the first guy I met was pookyma. Damn man, first day he gave me a nickname already. However I still don't get why he called me so. Mind explaining?? At first I was so fussed up but it turn out to me that nothing wrong what?? He also stopped that after I was switched to other class. When I entered Form 3 my friends called me Sepilok. This one I know the reason. I was like a monkey in class, so they called me so because Sepilok is a place in Malaysia protection Orang Utan. Well, I did got angry at first but as time goes by, I left my initial as Sepilok already. Ask my friends even some of them called me Sepilok all the time as if it had become my name already. Hahahah. I was stuck with me for 5 years already. No sweat man. So actually it depends on how you look at the thing. It's not easy to be a bitch you know?? you have to be -
B - eautiful
I - ntelligent
T - oughtful
C - heerful
H - oly
can you?? if you could then you are BITCH.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Advice 4 Noobs... Never Make A Girl Angry
Everything went well today. I saw everyone happy today. Even I started joking with Wai Min already. Friends will be friends. No until I made a really stupid mistake. Before I tell you what I did, let me brief you on the whole situation first.
Last Saturday night (21-07-2007 i suppose) the playful Sepilok had it's itchyness again. He went on betting with a girl say... G... that he will definitely get her house phone from another girl say... Y... So this bloody fool was cheated. Since G and Y were best friends. G made Y promise not to give away her housephone. Not even the closest boy to her. So this bloody fool here was desperate to get G's house phone cause he doesn't wanna lose his RM2 to G.
Back to today. So he decided to make his desperate move. He took Y's phone and got the number from her by checking through her contact list. In his mind, he was thinking, in this way, it will be indirectly that Y has given him the number and Y never gave the number personally. So both parties won't get anything bad in return lo. But what was in his big head was a rather small brain. When he told Y he got G's house phone number from the phone. BOOM!!! He made her angry. Suffered a lot. Took him 3 hours of suffering and 4 long messages to make her reply him. Lucky for this bloody fool that with countable times of "SORRY"s he manage to pull something back and talked things out. *Phew* So after going through all the hardship... He decided to share the lesson he learnt today.
LESSONS LEARNT
1. Never place a bet that has gotta to do with a best friend of the other party. You're going to lose like hell even if you're the husband of that "best friend".
2. Never ever lie to a girl, esp your mum ur loved ones and as long as they are girls. YOU ARE GOING TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES!!!
3. ALWAYS HAVE THE WORD "SORRY" HUNG BY THE SIDE OF YOUR MOUTH... IT SAVED ME TODAY.
well hope you all benefit from this... hahahaha...
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
The Past And Future Of Discipline...
Yeah most of us will know what had happened a few days back if you have been reading the newspaper. It came out on the front page. A teacher recieved complain for making her students squad around a pond. Well, some of you might feel that this is inappropriate. But let me tell you the truth now. Our society has gone wrong, REALLY WRONG. Do you realise what is happening in school?? Why only discipline teachers carry canes walking round the school?? Why out teacher no longer beat us with their wooden rulers??
Let us make ourselves a few decades younger. (for the teenagers reader half a decade will do.) I wasn't a good student when I was in the primary school. I fought, I quarreled, I was sent to the headmaster as soon as my first year in my primary school life. However I really thank those teacher who took the trouble to look at me and say that," hey boy come here, you did this wrong and I am going to beat you." They really make me grew up a lot. Well I had shared my experience of having been beaten by teachers with my cousins. One of them had it hard. The teacher took a wooden ruler and started wacking his palm non stop until he lost count how many times the teacher actually had hit him. Well all of us had fun growing up like that. We used to have our own way of *literaly* decrease the painfullness of being beaten. I remembered last time I had to copy essays from magazines (little kids read wan la) and hand it in on Wednesdays. Well, I did not do so (as expected). So I am the usual customer of the long thin cane. A few regular customers like me used to put glue on our palm before lining up and get caned. It really does helped!!! You don't fell that painfull with a layer of glue onto of your palm. At first I thought it was a miracle, but later I found a physics law that explains why we don't feel that painful. hahahaha... Right back to the topic. So we use to "enjoy" our time having a group of us being beaten together after we did something wrong. My dad and his gang got caned in the public on his first day of Secondary school and we just laughed it off now. But one thing in common of all those things - we never told our parents that!!!
Just imagine, you got caned in school and if u expect them to go and cane the teacher if you tell them. Forget it! You'll get double at home I tell you. That's the olden teaching I had and all my seniors had as well as ALL OUR ELDERS HAD. Hello, the teacher don't cane you for nothing. They don't just simply punish you for nothing. You deserve what you deserved. That's my principal. I won't make a sound for being punished if I had done wrong and I deserved it. Well, dont expect me to sit quiet after being punished for nothing. I will make sure you get worst then I had. Hahahaha. I am sure many people will agree with me especially the elder readers.
Alright all come back to the present now. What's over is over. Now the parents are different. The stood up almost on everything for their kid. Whether they are right or wrong. recently there has been a case of molest in a Famous English school in Penang. Not peadophile but students grabbed their teacher's butt. Just imagine that. So what do we expect from the school?? Sack the students?? Public caning?? Detention?? Alright alright... the simplest... demerit?? Not at all the student got away with a closed canning, 3 strokes each if I had not mistaken and got suspended 5 days. Well to the school it's fair. To the female teachers?? Definitely not, especially the victim. I mean why no public canning? Are you saying they can get away with just a word of sorry?? So there is a precedence so I can also go and grab someone's ass and I will say sorry and 5 days later I will grab someone else's butt. Is that so?? Come on la... It's ridiculus right??
Regarding the case where the teacher got complained for punishing her student to squad around a pool. Hey hey, I don't think the teacher is wrong. And who ever posted that comment on The Star. YOU ARE AN IDIOT!!!! or perhaps you are one of the students' parent?? Then I would say, " YOU ARE THE WORLD's GREATEST RETARD!!!!" She is teaching your child to be a better person and don't block the damn toilet up with sanitary pads!!! Just imagine, when you had an emergency and wanted to shit badly, and you couldn't find a toilet because all the toilets had been clogged up with sanitary pads and you just couldn't bare the smell when other people couldn't flush their shit away. Put yourselves in other people's show. Think for other people, if you don't like it, don't do it to other people. The teacher seriously had nothing wrong, you're just making it look big because you feel that your retarded child shouldn't be under the hot sun even she did something wrong. Wait till she throw her sanitary pad into your toilet bowl and your whole house stinks because you can't flush your shit. Yeah especially when you had a central air-con. It will be faster. Hahahah.
So we had to blame the parents for bringing up problematic children or blame the teacher for not teaching the students well?? Why are there so many gangsters out there?? Why are there road bullies?? Why people had to die for jumping queue?? Why there are people even die for looking at other people?? This all comes down to parents not allowing the teachers to punish their kids. So when they do wrong, there's no one there to tell them. No one to correct them. So who suffered?? WE suffered. Who will get this?? WE get this. To the parents of those who think that their kids are angle and refuse to accept the fact that their kids had just clogged up the toilet with whatever. Think twice. You might be the next victim of the inconsidarate, untrained, not properly thought kids.
DON'T DIE FOR PROTECTING YOU KIDS WHEN THEY ARE WRONG!!! ACCEPT THE FACT THAT THEY ARE WRONG. TELL THEM, CORRECT THEM, TEACH THEM, PUNISH THEM FOR THEIR ACT AND YOU WILL MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE IN.
-to those who happen to know which school i am refering to... pls do keep your voices down and had the courtasy of protecting the school's name.
- this is solely for the fun of reading and not to provoke any riot in the society.
- but i do hope people will realise what they had done wrong in this present world and start to correct it before it's too late.
Friday, July 20, 2007
Words Of Wisdom... and really powderfull...
I've come to light of events that recently occurred. I've heard some stories (some credible sources and not so credible..haha) and I've read all your blogs.Can I be honest here? I'm worried that the direction you are heading is gonna be bad for ya man. Many people have express their concern. I'm sure you know that. It's just that some of ur friends juz dun have the balls to tell it to ur face man.
Firstly, you must know that I write to you not because I am something against you, but because I sincerely care and believe you have potential.
Well, I think you do not have a very good choice of words. Some of my closest friends (i think you know them) have mention it to me, and well, after reading your blog I have come to believe what some of them have said. I know that your intentions are good, and that you aim to motivate your team to winning. That's good man. I see that you always strive to be on top, striving for excellency. But the words you have used have cause others to think that you are proud. I remember very clearly during sports season, sometimes you talk as if Barnitus was really that great, but we all do know well that at some occasions (esp tug of war) it was sheer luck.
Remember inter class volleyball? I was there. Came from G hotel (unfruitful meeting)... I saw that you were at times demeaning the other team (arts 2). And I'm sure you know that they are not happy with ya. Brendan apologize on the class's behalf.
Well, I read ur blog, the entry "A bit DOWN... but definitely NOT OUT.... "I can see that the situation where you kick wai min's manhood was not fully intentional. But by saying that you didn't really care, well that's not right man. I'm so sure Tung Hin wouldn't mind if she lost the save game. I know you apologize for the ball kicking. But being so defensive throughout the other parts of that entry doesn't make the sorry count man. I know how you feel. I've screwed up worst before. Because I was and at times still am very bad with my choice of words. And being defensive isn't going to help. Trying to justify your own actions using "responsibility for another's property" is only going to cause other to be infuriated.
Then, the situation on melvin and badminton. Robert, its just a game. And sometimes playing honorably is so much better that winning. If as a leader you would encourage him instead of tell others that he has no chance, then the game would have been fun and enjoyable for everyone. I don't think the blame of his injury should be placed on you at all. But, as a friend and leader, you should have shown a little more concern for the welfare of others. Also I know that you think you could have won. I am not qualified at all to judge that. But telling the whole world that is showing a sign of arrogance. It is the humble who are respected. This is most worrying "haizz... after so much... there will still be people who thinks that robert is a sucker... but well... what can i say?? LET TIME SHOWS THEM WHAT I AM..."Hey, I don't think ppl think you are sucker cause you are one. It's actually your tongue, your words, the way you express yourself. I hope you will not hold on to your pride.
Well, I hope I have not offended you in any way. I would suggest the following to redeem urself man, if by any chance you agree with me.
1. Stop defending your mistakes. Admit them. Ppl will actually respect you for that. Trust me
2. Be a little more humble. I know sometimes you wanna motivate others. But not the extended of putting down the other team.
3. Apologize without defense to wai min, melvin and the public. This will change things for u totally man!
Well, don't screw up ur life and potential man. I always thought u'll make a good leader, thats why I never let u off the prom committee!
Sincerely
Judson
This whole thing came from a fren of mine regarding what had happen in the school lately. thanks to him that now i know what my next move is...
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Inspiring Words...
If you had been following my blog (after all this is just the forth... haha) you would know what had happen during the past few weeks... Quarrels... Misunderstandings... Fights... and so on... Well thanks to J, I now actually know that a lot of people are quite concern about what had happened and is just that none of them had the courage to tell me... J took the initiative to tell me... and honestly it worked out...
After reading his mail... I went into deep thougt... Am I doing the right thing now?? Should I be apologizing to my friends?? Or what had actually gone wrong with me?? Where had all my practise gone (oops this is from someone's blog) anything la...
So I think it's time to patch up what has to be patched up and get over with whatever that is bothering me... First of all, apologizing to those I had hurt not only during the interclass and interboards game... Yeah my words had hurt quite a number of you... Knowing or not knowingly... I admit that i did belittled some of you on purpose... but to the others i had totally no intention on hurting all of you... and I'm sorry for that... So no matter you will accept my apology or not, I am sorry for my own action and speech...
Next comes Melvin. Yeah i dare to mention his name here... don't have to keep it like a secret... I hurt him most during the interboards game... Really really bad... read the post "A Bit Down... But Definitely Not Out". As I promised, I will personally apologize to him, and I will be doing it NOW... at 2200hrs 19/07/2007, I apologize to Melvin... Dey!!! of coz not here la... i had sent him a msg... hahahaha... So patch work 1 done... Mission (dunno yet)...
Now patch work 2... let me introduce a few people into the play... Cast 1, the person whom i stepped on his jewels... P... Cast 2, his close friend B... Alright I know there has been a big big misunderstanding between the three of us... I would say that not because I said so... its from a friend of us... pkm... he said that to me... n yeah triggers my mind a bit n thank to J it really appears to me that I had misunderstood them and to me the don't quite understand why i stepped on P's jewels. This patch work has to be done face to face... It can't be done here... So no futher stories on that... hahaha... Have fun waiting for the results...
Patch work 3... erm... This is for me... Have to actually repair myself a bit... throw out the bad and introduce something good as well as go back and get back myself...
Project Patch TT...
Objective - Kill the bugs in bert bert, find the old Bert back...
Mission 1 - Low Profile
this mission has been failing now a day... Revive the mission... Low Profile Bert will be back...
Mission 2 - Brain Comes before Mouth
another failel project... So I must make sure i complete this mission b4 someone i love leaves me for this... Work work...
Mission 3 - erm... Let us just accomplish the two mission first before moving on to something harder... hahahaha
sign off
Sepilok
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Pyramids 101 - Pyramid... the only WONDER of the World
Pyramids was a symbol of the ancient egypt and it still is a symbol of egypt. it was used as a tomb for the pharoahs of the ancient egypts. No one actually know when was the first pyramids was built as there is still more pyramids to be dug out on the Great Plane of Giza. So far the earliest pyramid was dated back to the year 2650 b.c. It was Pharoah Zoser's tomb... and who knows there might be an older pyramid??
Alright... We can now start with the wonderful things bout Pyramids
Starting with OUTSIDE... the structure of a pyramid
Right... Some people will say what is so special about a triaglish thing with a square base?? Yeah... nothing special if it wasn't built with blocks of stones weighing at 2tonnes each. As we all know (maybe some of u dnt) most pyramids found are located near the Nil River-the sacred river of the Ancient Eygpt. Just imagine, in the Great Plane of Giza which basically is made out of desert, huge chunck of stones are almost impossible to be found. So where did the stones come from?? And even they can find the stones there... HOW THE HELL DID THEY MANAGED TO MOVE IT?? Let me see... most of you would be thinking of using crane... com'on... not a simple pulley was found at that time!!! 2650 b.c. man!!!
scoreboard - PYRAMID 1-0 other "wonders" of the world
We are moving on... DESIGNS on the outside
Most people think that pyramids are as what they see on tv... Just a huge monument with the structure of 4 triangular sides with a square base... Yeah it's true but there is more about the designs... Do you know that all the Pyramids are built facing the four directions?? North South East West!!! Not a single of them was left out... Without a compass who can really (and dare) to point out the real North?? by looking at stars and rising of the sun perhaps?? Hey... guys... will that be accurate?? Nope! But as a matter of fact, all the Pyramids faced the same side at the same angle...
scoreboard - PYRAMID 2-0 other "wonders" of the world
Get along now... DESIGNS into the secret now
Again... we are going to talk about angle and mathematics here. For your infomation the inside of a Pyramid in not SOLID!!! There are chambers n secret chambers and it's full of traps. Arrows!!! Moving mummies!!! Hey... that's for kids. Wooden arrow would've been rotten after almost 5000 years. Ok... The most special-est thing inside the Pyramid was the angles... Mathematicians then calculated made it such that the air travelled from the outside to the inside made the Pyramid on the inside cool n it preserves the MUMMIES... Don't tell me you were thinking of preservative all the while!!! Please la!!! Preservative only work for a few YEARS perhaps. But the mummies found now not only come in skeleton form... they have mucles attached... some of them i mean... How did they managed to do that?? HARLO!!! if i knew it then i will be a multi millionaire and Pyramids wouldn't be so wonderful la...
Scoreboard - Pyramids 3-0 other "wonders" of the world
Conclusion... 3-0 is enough to conclude that pyramid should be the only wonder of the world... No wonder UNESCO won't recognise the new Seven Wonders Of the World... hahahahaha...
this blog is for the fun of reading only. Not for the sake of protest or what so ever. have fun
yeah... experts outside... correct me if i'm wrong... tnx
Friday, July 6, 2007
A bit DOWN... but definitely NOT OUT....
Weeks ago, me n this friend who pissed me off (lets call him A) went out 4 lunch... well it all started quite well... I'm in a good mood actually, since another friend of mine lend me her new phone to play with... well... Its human instinct that everyone wants to try out new things right?? Everyone likes new things... so yeah, A likes it too... He took the phone from me n started playing with it... At 1st nothing went wrong... Not until he opened the GAMES... As there is only one game there (eh tunghing ar!!! if u're reading this... ADD SAMORE GAMES LA!!!!) he wanted to play it... Playing the game is not a problem... But playing with someone else's game is a problem... The owner of the phone left her game half way... whether she wants to continue it or not... that's not the issue, we don't noe it... but at least we respect her that she had a game on hold n might want to continue playing it, so why we want to go n act smart n play with it?? Back to the scene...
me : eh, dont play the game la... she playing half way wan...
A : if i want to play wat u going to do??
me : i will step on your "ciao ciao" lo
A : *look at him...
me : *legs on top of his ciao ciao
A : now i playing d... so??
me : * lap lok khi la....
(the whole convo was in hokkien but i translated it into english)
So from there the spark went out... n yeah... ou can hear the cracking sound of our friendship...
I have to admit that stepping on his ciao ciao was my mistake... n i'm sorry for dat... since that's the most important part of a man... but... I don't even feel sorry for doing anything to him... If the time goes back... I swear I will not step on his ciao ciao but definitely I will step on something else... yeah... I don't give a damn... I have the responsibility to take care of that phone...
for those who think that i am cheeko that i can sacrifies my friends for a girl... YOU"RE DAMN WRONG... this is not about the girl but about my responsibility... I dont give a damn wether the owner of the phone is a girl or not... i will still do this to him even that phone owner is a boy...
yeah... so since then the group of friends have broke up into 2 sides...
side 1 : robert is a sucker n a cheeko dat will do anything to please a girl...
side 2 : i don't see anything wrong... i'd say both of them are wrong...
(yeah no one was one my side... who cares...)
Yupz... after he pissed me off... i went on to pissed someone off... hahaha... (IT'S NOT FUNNY AT ALL) all right... Interboard games... The situation was very tense... We are playing badminton that time... Wardens was tied at 2-2 with Prefects... so its the deciding match... And this guy named melvin (yeah i pissed him off) I knew that he hasn't got a chance against his opponent and we can actually change player before the game starts... so I wanted to take his place... But he insisted on playing with it... yeah it's my fault... I chose the wrong approach... Instead of talking to him in a nice way... I chose to shout... n most importantly... i said something i shouldn't be saying... "THE MOMENT HE SERVES IS THE MOMENT WE LOSE"... it's an insult to any player of any game... n i regreted upon saying that... He later dislocated his knee when playing the match... I was shocked... He pushed himself so much to prove to me that he can win the match but he ended up injuring himself... So the organiser gave my team a chance to substitude... so i substituted him n played the match... i had totally lost my concentration as my mind was wondering around thinking bout melvin... is it my fault that he injured himself?? I missed simple shots n i lost the game that I am pretty sure that I can win... I felt bad for saying that sentence... but what can I do now?? What is said cannot be taken back... All that I can do now is apologise to him on the harsh words that I threw at his face... I don't blame him for being angry at me... But there's one thing i realise after I've thought over the whole incident for 3 days... I still don't understand why there are people who say that i curse my own team?? The whole thing was absolutely between me n him only... Both of us wanted our team to win but in our mind... we both share the same thinking,"I CAN WIN,YOU CAN'T"... that's all...
haizz... after so much... there will still be people who thinks that robert is a sucker... but well... what can i say?? LET TIME SHOWS THEM WHAT I AM...
Monday, June 4, 2007
woo hoo!!!!
BYE BYE FRIENDSTER BLOG... HI HI BLOGGER... eh?? i tod its blogspot?? haha... watever la...
actually... i created da account d la... but did not cr8 any post... so masi like dat lo... den... yesterday... INSPIRED by my beloved eeee~~~ aka Ah Qeng ee... really wanna post something up d... but basically this is nothing la... coz holiday i did nothing at all... except i recreated my neopets account... n started playing it again... yeah i noe i am no longer a kid... i am officially adult earlier dis year!!! but who can stop me from being a kid?? hahaha... so keep playing la... but of course... as i grow older... the type os games played also change d la... last time play stupid game like tug-o-war... basically all i have to do is tap a few key n win it... haha... but now change d... i play stock market... well... my target is to have 10,000,000np in my neobank account ma.... so mz earn faster... haha... but wat really noob is... the stock market there is not the same as the stock market here!!! here anytime can earn a few thousand or even a few hundred thousand wif jz a few calls... there?? wat i earnt so far is... a few hundred np within 5days!!! its getting fustrating... haha...
shit?? why did i went into neopets topic la?? i'm suppose to post something rite?? wait... dats something... hahaha...
lastly... i would like to apologise to those who read this post... i have wasted a few minutes of ur life... sorry... i will post something more interesting next time... hahaha... for now...
chaoz...