A bit DOWN... but definitely NOT OUT....

Its been a long time since i last blogged. Busy Busy Busy... For the past 3 weeks, I had totally forgotten bout my studies n my chemistry. Interclass games, interboard games, friends whom i pissed off n friends who pissed me off... yeah... its hectic!!!

Weeks ago, me n this friend who pissed me off (lets call him A) went out 4 lunch... well it all started quite well... I'm in a good mood actually, since another friend of mine lend me her new phone to play with... well... Its human instinct that everyone wants to try out new things right?? Everyone likes new things... so yeah, A likes it too... He took the phone from me n started playing with it... At 1st nothing went wrong... Not until he opened the GAMES... As there is only one game there (eh tunghing ar!!! if u're reading this... ADD SAMORE GAMES LA!!!!) he wanted to play it... Playing the game is not a problem... But playing with someone else's game is a problem... The owner of the phone left her game half way... whether she wants to continue it or not... that's not the issue, we don't noe it... but at least we respect her that she had a game on hold n might want to continue playing it, so why we want to go n act smart n play with it?? Back to the scene...
me : eh, dont play the game la... she playing half way wan...
A : if i want to play wat u going to do??
me : i will step on your "ciao ciao" lo
A : *look at him...
me : *legs on top of his ciao ciao
A : now i playing d... so??
me : * lap lok khi la....
(the whole convo was in hokkien but i translated it into english)
So from there the spark went out... n yeah... ou can hear the cracking sound of our friendship...
I have to admit that stepping on his ciao ciao was my mistake... n i'm sorry for dat... since that's the most important part of a man... but... I don't even feel sorry for doing anything to him... If the time goes back... I swear I will not step on his ciao ciao but definitely I will step on something else... yeah... I don't give a damn... I have the responsibility to take care of that phone...
for those who think that i am cheeko that i can sacrifies my friends for a girl... YOU"RE DAMN WRONG... this is not about the girl but about my responsibility... I dont give a damn wether the owner of the phone is a girl or not... i will still do this to him even that phone owner is a boy...

yeah... so since then the group of friends have broke up into 2 sides...
side 1 : robert is a sucker n a cheeko dat will do anything to please a girl...
side 2 : i don't see anything wrong... i'd say both of them are wrong...
(yeah no one was one my side... who cares...)

Yupz... after he pissed me off... i went on to pissed someone off... hahaha... (IT'S NOT FUNNY AT ALL) all right... Interboard games... The situation was very tense... We are playing badminton that time... Wardens was tied at 2-2 with Prefects... so its the deciding match... And this guy named melvin (yeah i pissed him off) I knew that he hasn't got a chance against his opponent and we can actually change player before the game starts... so I wanted to take his place... But he insisted on playing with it... yeah it's my fault... I chose the wrong approach... Instead of talking to him in a nice way... I chose to shout... n most importantly... i said something i shouldn't be saying... "THE MOMENT HE SERVES IS THE MOMENT WE LOSE"... it's an insult to any player of any game... n i regreted upon saying that... He later dislocated his knee when playing the match... I was shocked... He pushed himself so much to prove to me that he can win the match but he ended up injuring himself... So the organiser gave my team a chance to substitude... so i substituted him n played the match... i had totally lost my concentration as my mind was wondering around thinking bout melvin... is it my fault that he injured himself?? I missed simple shots n i lost the game that I am pretty sure that I can win... I felt bad for saying that sentence... but what can I do now?? What is said cannot be taken back... All that I can do now is apologise to him on the harsh words that I threw at his face... I don't blame him for being angry at me... But there's one thing i realise after I've thought over the whole incident for 3 days... I still don't understand why there are people who say that i curse my own team?? The whole thing was absolutely between me n him only... Both of us wanted our team to win but in our mind... we both share the same thinking,"I CAN WIN,YOU CAN'T"... that's all...

haizz... after so much... there will still be people who thinks that robert is a sucker... but well... what can i say?? LET TIME SHOWS THEM WHAT I AM...