Inspiring Words...

This post is solely dedicated to a friend of mine... Thanks for his inspiring words... Now I know what I am heading for...

If you had been following my blog (after all this is just the forth... haha) you would know what had happen during the past few weeks... Quarrels... Misunderstandings... Fights... and so on... Well thanks to J, I now actually know that a lot of people are quite concern about what had happened and is just that none of them had the courage to tell me... J took the initiative to tell me... and honestly it worked out...

After reading his mail... I went into deep thougt... Am I doing the right thing now?? Should I be apologizing to my friends?? Or what had actually gone wrong with me?? Where had all my practise gone (oops this is from someone's blog) anything la...

So I think it's time to patch up what has to be patched up and get over with whatever that is bothering me... First of all, apologizing to those I had hurt not only during the interclass and interboards game... Yeah my words had hurt quite a number of you... Knowing or not knowingly... I admit that i did belittled some of you on purpose... but to the others i had totally no intention on hurting all of you... and I'm sorry for that... So no matter you will accept my apology or not, I am sorry for my own action and speech...

Next comes Melvin. Yeah i dare to mention his name here... don't have to keep it like a secret... I hurt him most during the interboards game... Really really bad... read the post "A Bit Down... But Definitely Not Out". As I promised, I will personally apologize to him, and I will be doing it NOW... at 2200hrs 19/07/2007, I apologize to Melvin... Dey!!! of coz not here la... i had sent him a msg... hahahaha... So patch work 1 done... Mission (dunno yet)...

Now patch work 2... let me introduce a few people into the play... Cast 1, the person whom i stepped on his jewels... P... Cast 2, his close friend B... Alright I know there has been a big big misunderstanding between the three of us... I would say that not because I said so... its from a friend of us... pkm... he said that to me... n yeah triggers my mind a bit n thank to J it really appears to me that I had misunderstood them and to me the don't quite understand why i stepped on P's jewels. This patch work has to be done face to face... It can't be done here... So no futher stories on that... hahaha... Have fun waiting for the results...

Patch work 3... erm... This is for me... Have to actually repair myself a bit... throw out the bad and introduce something good as well as go back and get back myself...

Project Patch TT...
Objective - Kill the bugs in bert bert, find the old Bert back...
Mission 1 - Low Profile
this mission has been failing now a day... Revive the mission... Low Profile Bert will be back...
Mission 2 - Brain Comes before Mouth
another failel project... So I must make sure i complete this mission b4 someone i love leaves me for this... Work work...
Mission 3 - erm... Let us just accomplish the two mission first before moving on to something harder... hahahaha

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